The unspoken truth: My crucial teenage life

Hai guys. I'm back! Taraaaaa :D
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Okay,tonight (again) for my second time since my 1st post that's it REBORN, now I'm trying to make another post. Well, its not gonna be my photo shot exhibition. Its more like... Maybe, i just wanna tell you my story from what i got this last couple days.

Mom. Someone who gave me everything that I'M SURE I CANT AFFORD FROM ANYONE ELSE. Will not and never. Yeah. I do miss her :(
Well, its not like me and her fighting each other, but its more like me and her don't have enough time to talk each another. All the routines that we had, somehow made barriers between us. Me and my mom. Well, i'm not a loving daughter who can show her feeling when she feels something like this.I'm kind of shy girl (at least in this case):P
Really, i wanna be hugged by mom like this now

Really, i want that so bad :(

Okay, moves on my second problem.Now, its all about FASHION. BOLD IT! FASHION! i mean it in a real explanation.
You know what? All of these kind of things always drives me crazy. I REALLY REALLY ADORE IT SOOOOOOO MUCH. Idk, since when i became like a fashion follower like this (maybe since i realized my high school life is SUCKS).Sometimes, i absolutely have no idea on what i might like or what fashion it-self might supposed to be, but one thing for sure, I WANNA LEARN!!!! so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad!
But, yeah once again, i always get something on the way. MY ENVIRONMENT IS THE MOST AWFUL THING, EVER! grrrrr -.-
Thats why i always wanna get out from this f****** city! and move to NY A.S.A.P

and the last but no the least. I do miss my old pal in crime at junior high :(
Somehow, all the unacceptable things that i got in my senior high made me more an more miss them. Okay, i dont mean that my friends now are craps, but it like just... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. CANT DESCRIBE IT. I just miss my past and my beloved moment there :(

To all my old pals, dont forget me guys. Love ya :')