Well, i'm back to bring y'all new love matter. Well, actually its the old one but with new solution. hehe
After all the chaos that i had in my mind this three days ago, finally tonight i decided to talked to him about this unfinished matter ( at least for me)
Me as a girl made my self looked so down. Yap, i told him directly that i still in love so bad with him, i told him that i miss him so much and begging him for come back to me. Wohooo. I'M NOTHING BUT A BITCH NOW. Hahaha. Yap, laugh on me if it seems so funny for you( for me either :p )
And after all of that long conversation that we had, he answered "NO"
Tengteretererererererereng. MY HEART IS BROKEN INTO PIECES!
Yeah, I'm a really broken heart girl now. haha X)
How can i still laughing on something that i supposed to crying on?
Well, thats me. As weird as my love story.
But really, when i look him in the eyes, suddenly i feel like i'm watching a movie about me and this relationship. It seems so sweet when he always there beside me. When he tried to cheer me up when i feel sad, when he tried to apologized even though its not his fault anyway, when he hold me so tight and said 'i love you', and all of those sweet things that we had been trough. Its really really... unbelieveable. It seems like only yesterday... yeah, feels like yesterday.
Yap, there is nothing forever in this world anyway. There is no and will never be. Things always changed, realize or not realize. And now, me and him have to walk our own path. I mean, really really own path. There will no be "US" tomorrow. It just will be him and me in single word.
"Ikutin kata hati lo vy. Terserah lo mau maju ke depan dan to the point, mundur ke belakang dengan perasaan ga tentu kayak gini, atau stuck di tempat tanpa ada perubahan"
Thx for my best friend LARAS SETIANI who said like this. Its awaken me and you know what? I'm not kind of person who will sit and do nothing.I'll do something although its hurted me in the end :')
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