Hi guys! Feel so glad to write again :D
Ah,you guys would never know how much the pressure that I had in my mind for not blogging these days. HAHAHAHA. call me a drama queen, cause that i am :p
Look, i had so much, i mean totally much thoughts on my mind these day. And the worst was I cant write it down one by one because i dont even know how to start it. Well well, call this as a bad luck because my connection didnt allow me to write either. AH! SO FRUSTATED! I mean, i have the scratch already but i cant make it in the real thing -.-
Okay, i know you feel confuse about what I'm talking about, beacuse me neither :P
So, just lets go to the point.
These days really mean everything to me. Idk how many days its been, but really I'm feeling so alive at these days. It felt like something good coming to my way. SOON and its really worth it. Positive aura coming trough my days. About the schools, friends, family, and maybe... boy? Nope. Stop talking about the boy. I'm not looking for another guy and not thinking should have a date for this several times. Just let it flow... And moreover, i still have another important thing to do: MY SCHOOL. Yap, i have to study hard and i really have to actualize it on the real act, not only at the mouth. Huft. Will be hard of course, but hey! At least I have to try 1st :)
And oh, one of my friend actually had the same pain as me. She missed her past which cant coming back anymore. Call it, LOVE. yap. And me myself seriously know how does it feel to have a feeling like that, EXTREMELY HURT! Maybe it seems like a worthless matter to worried about, but I told you, YOU'LL NEVER KNOW HOW IT FEELS TILL YOU FACE IT BY YOUR OWN.
Hoahm. Seems like the high school drama has been and being spread over the air. Have to suffer more and then survive till the very last minute :p
What else? I'm trying to remember on recently action that i already did. OH GOSH, TOO MANY. I'm a lil bit forget here -.-
This is what i call with sucks. Late thoughts yet inspiration.
I dont plan on uploading some photos at this post anyway, i just wanna write, because i'm really on the mood for some writing but not with the photography.
And hey, FYI, Gossip girl season 2 that i watched is almost finish. And i'm gonna finish it soon ASAP. This soap opera made me always wanna say "I WANT IT MORE. I WANT IT MORE" LOL
So, the point from what i've been trough these days were: BEING A SINGLE HAPPY ISNT A CRIME. AND NOT HOOKING UP ON SOME BOY ISNT A CRIME TOO. SO, I'M SINGLE AND VERY HAPPY. hahahahahahaha
Actually, its not that good. Sometimes i still found myself thinking about him. Well, not sometimes, maybe all of the times -.-
But you know what? I'm sure someday i would be :)
This post doesnt match entirely huh? HAHAHAHAH
I have too many scracth and i dont think i cant write it into the best paragraph or words maybe. I just wrote what i wanna write. Sorry for horrible grammar that i had. Correct me if its wrong, i really dont mind and seriously happy for any advice that given to me :)
And for all teenagers around the world who had, or maybe who have some love matters like mine or maybe worse than mine, i told you: NOTHING LAST FOREVER. HAPPINESS NEITHER SADNESS. SORROW ERASED BY THE JOY, ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE THAT AS ONE OF YOUR PRICELESS EXPERIENCE THAT YOU EVER HAD . TRUST ME, I'M NOT LYING :)
cheers up, infinite X and O
Sylvia
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