More than a challenge

Lately i've been conditioned on some uncomfortable zone that i had. To tell the truth, i'm like moving on to the further path from the last which i've been placed on.
Actually, its not that un comfort, maybe it just feel a lil bit strange for me. Since i'm new on this 'uncomfort zone'. Well, like people said: wherever you're, try to be fit in. And I'm trying to be like what the words said. Of course, its not an easy job to do and anyway, adaptation will never been so easy. Sometimes you need to be 'not your self' to know the situation BUT, dont be too over it. I mean, you have to limit what kind of 'not yourself' things like. If its already too uncomfort, then speak up and show yourself right at the time :)

Actually, me myself a lil bit confuse about what i wrote on the sentence above. LOL
I'm just, so clueless and pointless. Its like i just wanna write down what i feel, what i thought, what i wanna shared for, even though its sounds so bad in grammatically and tenses or whatever kind of language manner like that -.-

Hey, now actually i'm about doing something big. Well, its not that big, but maybe for me, it is a yes. And important and... well, its like what i'm doing now is exactly what i've dreaming for all of this time. I cant tell you what it is for sure, because me myself even not sure about what i'm going through right now. LOL
But one thing for sure. I'm about walking on the path where is i dont have enough skill to prove it, i dont have enough brave to take it and i dont have enough preparation to be win. HAAAAAAH! SEE!? Its not a challenge at all. Its more like... A SUICIDE!!!!! -.-

Okay, now the only thing that i really have is only: My own believes to my self.
What else do you expect from such a helpless and clueless girl like me? Nothing but a big confidence. I mean: VERY BIG CONFIDENCE -.-

And now, i'm hoping on myself, my teams, my mates, my positive thoughts, my friends suopports, my familly efforts and of course MY GOD :)

At least this is a gate for me, to a better place where i always want to go when i was trapped in the isolated area :p
Wish me luck guys! Love ya. God bless me and my teams and you if course! ;D