Mourning morning

Today seems like a mellow one for me. Actually, its more like all of the sorrows that all over this time I tried to hide, suddenly pops out. And made such an explosion in my heart.

I don't know from where should I tell the stories. It such long stories which cant be shorted in once. Many of them. But one thing for sure. I'm depressed either frustrated.

*exhales

At the time like this i really wanna go far far away from this hell life and it's problems. Wish I can go somewhere else where I can find the peace. Maybe places like these





They looks like nice places to visited.Yap,One day i wish i could go to the same places like that :')

Well, today seems a lil bit windy and cloudy too. I heard thunders several times. Scary.

Now I wondering. What would I do if my whole life couldn't be like what i planned on? Should I cry? Is it okay to cry? Somehow, I'm forget how to cry. Ridiculous huh? Yap, thats my life.

Hahahahaha. I'm sorry this post must be the worthless one to read (and to wrote too actually)
But really, I just dont know where should I express my feeling on. And maybe, blog also twitter are the only escape that I have...