Fake people, Fake world

Hey guys. I'm back here. To bring you some stories to be told. But 1st of all i wanna apologize for my long absence in blogging. Is there anyone who missed me? Hihi :p

Life went crazier day by day. I hope i could bring you some good stuff but I'm sorry dude, I'm gonna bring you the same shit. Does it sounds sarcastic? Hell yeah, I really am. My friends call me ms. sarcastic and somehow I'm proud of it.
Well, wondering why? BECAUSE I'M SO SICK FOR BEING FAKE LIKE THE OTHER DO. No offend, but it is, isn't it? Some people acted out like an angel sent from above but then they smile devilishly at back. Geez, what are you looking for , FAKE people? Maybe some opportunities to look for more another FAKE people to stick for. Or maybe some opportunities to become popular in their hell world. What for? Only God who knew.

Am i being too overly critical? Or being too overly sensitive and naive and... whatever the shits called. Man, i told you. Good things do not last for long, INCLUDING my positive thoughts. Geez, damn it. And now i'm here. Sitting in front of my laptop, accompanied by no one and nothing, wondering which way to go. Like what John Legend sang "We're ordinary people. We dont know which way to go. Cause we're ordinary people."
Can i use that as an excuse? -.-

Talking about relationship, mine was so rough and... complicated. More than it actually. Okay, one conclusion: LDR wont last for long. At least for me.
And from the very 1st place i already knew that this relationship going to be a relationshit. And FINALLY, I choose to ended it fast. Before i trapped deeper...

And talking about my SHS life its like... HELL. Sorry to say, but to be honest, I'm not enjoying my high school life. ITS WORSE than my JHS. I bet you knew it if you follow my blog timeline. But the funniest thing in here is, I also scare to be in college. I mean... is it gonna be like: when i was in JHS i wanna went out ASAP but then when i in SHS , i feel so fucking fed up and always wanna turn back the time into JHS. THATS WHAT I'M SCARED ABOUT :(


Oh man sorry for complaining over and over again. But really, I'M SO FED UP THAT I'M GONNA DIE. inhales exhales
Buy me a (nice) life please!