Long distance relationship

I haven't posted anything lately about relationship stuffs. Yes, somehow I'm out of mood for some writes. But these thoughts that floating on my mind need to be expressed in a exact way. And blogging is the best way, I think. Well, i'd like to write down about LDR aka long distance relationship. Why must LDR? Because I'm going trough it now. HAHA :(

He is in Bandung. And i'm here on Cilegon. Though we're only separated for approximately 200 miles away, but it could be the goddamn shit thing that matter the most when I'm missing him so effin much. Its like that we wanna hug each other tightly but we cant cause the distance tears us apart. Inhales exhales.

Sometimes when I cant handle myself when he was not around, these thoughts always came into my mind. What makes me so sure that this long distance relationship wont be relationshit? What makes me so sure that this long distance relationship will long last? Man, I'm dying and I have no idea. I wanna fly myself away to Bandung for sure!

Maybe the best answer will come by itself. Maybe what I probably need right now are... stop questioning, stop doubting, trusting, and just walk it. And we both have to glued this one thing on each others heart: faith. Anyway, this is my 1st LDR and it sucks. HAHA. How about yours buddies? Are you on the same position like me?