When your heart is actually blooming but then you've to act out like its glooming. when you're actually expecting something but then you've to act out like there's nothing you waited for. isnt it funny? how flat you're that other people might think about you but actually you're the most waving people ever.
everything doesnt seems nice lately. its nice but only at the 1st. but then all the fake-ness that they hide somehow popped out by itself. everything seems clearer. as clear as a crystal.
No heart feeling huh? have been dealing with this crucial words these days. What is the differences between no heart feeling and heartless? isnt it seems all the same. the 'no heart felling' words later and somehow will bring you ended up in a 'heartless' one.
its been like... they showed me how to play rough when i'm just about to asking for a soft introduction. its been like... i'm dragged into the place that they've been promised to me its gonna be meadow with sunflower but actually its a sweating hell. They said things that means something to me, while it actually means nothing to them. how can it be as easy as that? no, i shouldnt ask any question anyway. i think i already have the answer. they just like to start the game without finish it. and i... gonna be the finish line which start the game.
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