Sooner or later

Saying goodbye will never be easy for me. No matter what, no matter how. Yes, it sucks dude. It really is. But then, turns out it might be the best way to end something. Or can I say... a best way to start another thing?

As i grow older, i just become so more realistic than i was. All of the fairy tale about how love should be, slowly perish. If you ask me the days back there, what kind of love you are dreamed for? I would answer: a love which never leave me and will always be there for me no matter what. BUT now, cmon dude. Does it really exist in the real world? Yes, its fading. I dont know why, but maybe the only answer that suitable for that kind of question is: cause i'm sick to hearing things out that arent true.

Here's the thing, forever is such a very crucial word. Promises, are another form of that kind of crucial words. Yes, they both just seemed so to good to be true these days.

Fall in love - break up- and then fall in love again and then break up again. It such an endless circumstances that cant be avoided by everyone. It will start out there and then start in here, goes there and then goes here, and it will come to one point: ended. The difference is only, does it end as you wished or not. Ugly truth, but so damn true.

When you do something, just keep this thought in your mind: is it really worth it or not? If it is, then takes everything to make it long last. But if it isnt, it time to let go. Or if you're too naive, just think, is it realistic or is it just another fantasy to dreamed for?

"Its hurt, but we have to face it. I dont think i cant take it anymore. C'est la vie." someone has said it to me and... yeah, we're so done. In a good way and for a better way.