The old time

When i was in Junior High school, i putted my expectation high about the world. I was so young, that i havent see the world yet. I havent been hurt, I havent been disappointed. All i had in mind was like "This is a great great world we live. Lets explore"

And when i was in Senior high school, everything turns out differently. Things got tougher, expectation unfulfilled for many times and it was like, all of the Junior high school spirit was over, "Its time to get serious" i said myself.

Now in college, the world i just entered, things revealed by itself. I see everything almost crystal clear. Unlike in Junior high school and Senior high school, in college, realistic thinking needed. Now you cant always count on your mama whenever you feel troubled. Its time to stand by your own foot. Set your own priorities. Solve your problems by your self. Make your own decision and go for the responsibilities. "Its called growing up, honey." someone said, to me.

S: What will you say if you hear words: the old time?
B: What for?
S: Just say something, naturally.
B: " It reminds me when I was at elementary school. I had to switch mikrolets 3 times and it took me an hour just to go to school. Back there I was just a plain kid with a pure mind. I wanted to be the best in the world and I wanted to help everyone.I was just being nice and honest to the world. Few years from there I found out the world needs no honesty. And being nice doesn't mean you'll survive. The world shaped me in the old days. Now I'm shaping it.

Sometimes. you will lost something along the way. You wont ever stay the same. Something will changed, eventually. To a better one or the opposite. Things wont be easy. There's always sacrifices needed to every single thing you're committed to. But one thing for sure, just dont and never ever look back. No matter what.