Once in a while, you will face that kind of situation. The situation which blew every single things up. Reveal it to the moment of truth. A beautiful lie or an ugly truth, its yours to decide.
Things happened, didnt they? Some went away and never come back, some stuck in a moment, and some other... decide to fade away and only leave the ashes behind. We're all grown up. We just had different kind of time about how long it took us into that state of maturity.
Just because you once said its going to be last forever then doesnt mean it will really be that way, does it? People split up sometimes. Its not because they dont love each other anymore, but some considerations are worth enough to be considered about. Maybe they already too tired to hold on and instead they choose to let go. Or maybe they just too in love to hurt each other more than they thought they could. Am i wrong? But though it really is wrong, I feel like i did the least right thing that I could do for the last.
I often convince myself, all of these unbearable emotional feeling that comes out to the surface will soon disappear. Its just the matter of time. I just have to try harder and dont go back.
We made our mind up. It might be the hardest one, but it will bring us good eventually. I have my faith in God. He knows whats best for His children. We'll eventually be together, IF... its meant to happen.
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