Once in a lifetime

Today, I feel like drifted .To the past, to the present, and to the future. My thoughts are wandering. Into separate particular times. Between the reality and fantasy, things are folded into a better maturity stage that only can be seen to those who choose to see. Even to them who used to claim them selves as the 'mother of wise', sometimes fooled by their own definition about how wisdom should be.

You're right, its not age which define the maturity but the personality. But mostly, age is a parameter about how far that kind of maturity being defined. Talk to certain people could really be exhausting and exciting at the same time. Exhausting because i often found myself 'slapped' hard with the unspoken truth behind the words that i dont want to hear but NEED to be told,and exciting because people can be an entertaining entertainer who give such entertainment in the society. It saves me, the conversation. With you, with him, with her, with them. But it takes more than conversation to change things, it needs action. No one should be burdened for anyone's life, one thing that i always remind to myself whenever I'm being too dependent to someone else. It should be me, myself, who do things in the end of the day.

Once in a lifetime, you'll make fun of yourself and laugh it up as you crave for more excitement that you cant get no more from others. Once in a lifetime, you'll fooled, you'll cried, you'll frustrated but then you know you will get up again in the end of the day. Once in a lifetime,you'll do the dumbest thing which you done for some people who didnt notice you yet you still do it anyway by your own will. Once in a lifetime, you'll hurt and being hurt, you'll cry and being cried, you'll forgive and forget, you'll laugh and being laughed, you'll let go and move on or maybe you'll stuck and stay. Once in a lifetime... its you to decide.