Ignorance

There are times when I let my thoughts wander too much and overwhelm me. Care for things way too much and get lost on it. I even often cry over those insecure feeling. It makes me numb, sometime. Drives me insane, all the 'not-worth-to-worry' worries. I think everyone has it, this what I had in mine. Its just not everyone brave enough to admit it even to themselves. Well, I heard lot of things about self denying. But honey, in the end of the day, you wont hurt anyone but you.

Dont you think we need a lil bit of ignorance? I mean like, in order to be balance you know its true you shouldnt let yourself feel sorry all of the time just because those over thinking stuffs. Isnt it? "Ignorance is a bliss" they said. Whadya think bout it? Well, I'm not going to take sides but sometimes... it just feels so damn right just to ignore everything going on around you. Act as free as you have no tomorrow to live, worry about no shit, and just feel the peace you longing for this whole time. Ah...

Well, Idk what I'm babbling about in here. I think this over thinking stuffs strike me because I'm bored of this too long holiday. Yeah, I miss my college life! Oh i cant believe i just typed it down. But really, have something to do sometimes feel so important. Oh Lord knows, this thing will get better straight right away after I had my routines back on the schedule. September, please at least comes faster! Me need ya so bad :" xoxo @sylvialonika