Regrets came last

Hey. Its been a long day i didn't write new post at my beloved blog. You know what? My laptop just fixed because it programs was crushed. Okay, whatever i didn't too understand actually. But thanks God! Its working properly again now. And Thx God also my laptop not crushed like the picture below



I'm gonna killed by my mom if the picture above is really happen. grrr -.-

Well, back to the main topic. This couple days I've been struggle with myself. Lot of things happened inside this fragile teen soul. I dont knoe what the heck was wrong, but i think, now i found the solution.

I broke up with my boy. Yeah. hahaha
Actually this is not the first time for me. Its been... about 3 or even more times.
You know me right? I'm not kind of the girl whom will crying over night and days just because of this un-important thing. For me, there are still many more problems that i have to think about beside this one. At the 1st, yeah its totally right, I'm not crying, sad, or whatever it is. But you know what?

I found the fact: I'M CRYING LAST NIGHT.
Gooooooooooooooooooooooooosh! Whats wrong with me? The tears just came out like water.I Cant stop it even though i ordered it to stop. Well, you're right, my heart right. I love him so bad and now i'm regretting for the decisions that i made :(

But then, this morning when i do my jogging alone, i had many thoughts in my mind. He is right, we have too many differences. I mean: TOO MANY
It wont be beautiful anymore if its been too many. Ended up this relationship isnt as bad as it seems. Its been the right choice for me and him. And THERE IS NO WAY I WOULD DROWNED IN THIS MATTER. i still have friends out there who caring for me and of course my family ;)

Now, love matter wont be this hard again




its just will be like this


(AT LEAST FOR ME) Enjoy your day! :)