Movement

Linked back to the last post I posted, movement looks like a very perfect suitable label that I should name to this post. Why? Cause you know its true, when you decided something you have to make a move in order to make your decision proved as your commitment towards your decision. Isnt it? Unless you make it happen or at least try to make it happen (as in the real action) then it will be such a completely utter bullshit. Lately i’ve been eagered to kinda push or to be explicit, forced myself to make a real move. Every excuses I often did somehow banned by this recent obsession to finally have the real willingness and determination towards the decision i already made. Cause you know its true, doing something halfway will only lead you nowhere and bring you harms in the end of the day. Once you made decision, there’s no back off like an unstable teenager. There’s no compromises toward every of your excuse and even just a slight of thought about it. I may havent see the world yet. I may just a teenager who is still looking for whats best and whats not. I may often driven by my temporary emotional feeling. I may already did every mistakes and became such a shame o lame one. But in the end of the day, I do realize. I’m also the one who is going to be 19 in less than 4 months. I’m also the one who have to be stable and stand by my own decision. I’m the girl who is about to be a woman. And moreover, I’m the one who have to make a movement regard to my decision. There’s no more unstable, childish and rushed action allowed. There is no more excuses. Yeah, we’re not only growing older, but also have to be wiser, arent we?