Just my two cents

"Rock that will hurts you, will hurts you hardest only for the first time"
I heard it somewhere and now it somehow slowly makes sense. I assume that rock as life and everything that happened between.
Do you notice? We all ever went to the phase when our heart get broken for the 1st time. We all did. But then, we keep moving and start fall again for another love, aint we? No matter how quite often we said we're tired and we want to stop, yet there we go again, starting another journey to find the true one. We get used to it. To the pain of what happened which is not expected to happen. It could be about love, it could be about family, or maybe... it could be about friendship.

I secretly see something in the society i live in. Or maybe the society that we live in. Society somehow will always have that kind of 'public enemy' which everyone hates. Maybe just maybe, some of them never really had the hatred, but they did it only to be accepted in some community, try to look for someone to be put the blame on. Maybe, it just kind of jealousy they secretly had but the pride they had so high they afraid to put it down and dont want to be seen as a loser who walk the wall of shame down.Or maybe that 'public enemy' been such a reflection of kind of person they actually are, kind of person they afraid they might be but never really have gut to admit it, to let their insecure side to be seen by the other.
Then, i try to see how the society works deeper to understand about what people might had in mind. Turns out, I found something which might not that surprising for us at all, that sometimes we are seeing the resemblance of our self in the people we hate the most.

Sometimes i often regret what I did in the past which did by me without thinking first back then. Which afterward leads me to a consequence that i already knew will happens when i make a move. But then again, me, the ego side of mine, kept doing it over an over. I often said to myself, that i should be ashamed for repeating the mistakes on and on. But in the end of the day, maybe i just know that sometime it takes more than times to taught you about one or two. To kept it planted hard on your mind, so it wont fades easily. While hoping we are not doing the mistakes, again.

I've been said that when something is meant to happened, then it just will happen. Cliche. But hey, aint it true? That maybe we needed to walk away from each other so many times because thats the only way to come to a full circle. So if its not, you know that 'rock will only hurts you hardest on the first time' right? Just my two cents though and never intend to push anyone to agreed on mine :)